Firstly
I started
And perfectly knew
From when I departed
Where I was going to
Until I met you one day
And I saw you heading another way
I threw all my plans and caution out
Knowing any road is better with you than without
I followed you not thinking how hard it would be
As long as we were together it didn’t matter to me
Until you came to a detour on which you could lose me
But you went on it anyway though I asked you to choose me
For the life I threw aside, I begged, I pleaded, I screamed and cried
But you were gone and when the dust settled my eyes had not even dried
Even with all these bumps and craters I am still walking on this path all alone
No matter how hard I look now I can’t seem to find any exit of my own
With some remaining parts of a once fully beating heart and some remaining tears for my blistered feet
If this wasn’t the road you wanted to stay on why did you lead me to this damned street
What did you find on the other road? Was it just better looking with fewer bumps on it?
This road isn’t easy either but nothing compares to how it feels to be dumped on it
No matter how hard I try now I can no longer see any kind of destination
This path of destruction that I’m on has become a prison of my own creation
And the beautiful future I once saw before was nothing but my dreamy imagination
And I woke up to find myself walking down the highway to hell
But I can’t say it was a mistake I learned from well
Because if I saw you again I would still chase you
If you are walking to hell I will race you
I will be right beside you wherever you go
I’m still waiting for you didn’t you know?
I never really gave up on you
Though I will try to lie
I never stopped loving you
Even when I deny
It’s still forever
And never
Goodbye.
Underthecovers 