I’ve realized many times that in other languages
There are multiple words that mean love
But In English, there is only one
Supposedly, I should think this is tragic
But it occurs to me that there is no phrase in any language
For how my heart broke with love
Watching you exist in moments when you forgot you were alive
Or looking at you dreaming made cold winter mornings feel like being kissed by the sun in July
By themselves these memories are nothing
But from a distance, neither is anything at all
Maybe life is just a tragedy
And I should count myself lucky
That there is no word for hiding under a blanket
With nothing to light on fire except yourself
So I don’t have the words to tell you,
And you will never know
And maybe you don’t have to
And maybe, life is a tragedy
But then again, maybe so am I.